Two or three sailors made threatening gestures undisguisedly; then arose such angry mutterings that West could not to be deaf to them.
He strode forward and called out. "Silence, there! The first man who speaks will have to reckon with me !"
Captain Len Guy was shut up in his cabin, but every moment I expected to see him come out, give one last long around the waste of waters, and then order the ship's course to be reversed. Nevertheless, on the next day the schooner was sailing in the same direction. Unfortunately-for the circumstance had some gravity-a mist was beginning to come down on us. I could not keep still, I My apprehensions were redoubled. It was that West was only awaiting the order to change the helm. What mortal anguish soever the captain's must be, I understood too well that he would not give that order without hesitation.
For several days past I had not seen the half-breed, or, least, I had not exchanged a word with him. He was boycotted by the whole crew, with the exception of the boatswain, who was careful to address him, although rarely got a word in return. Dirk Peters took not faintest notice of this state of things. He remained completely absorbed in his own thoughts, yet, had he heard West give the word to steer north, I know not acts of violence he might have been driven. He seemed to avoid me; was this from a desire not to compromise me?
On the 17th, in the afternoon, however, Dirk Peters manifested an intention of speaking to me, and never, never, could I have imagined what I was to learn in that interview.
It was about half-past two, and, not feeling well, I gone to my cabin, where the side window was open, that at the back was closed. I heard a knock at the dom and asked who was there.
"Dirk Peters," was the reply.
"You want to speak to me?"
"Yes."
"I am coming out."
"If you please-I should prefer-may I come into your cabin?"
"Come in."
He entered, and shut the door behind him?
Without rising I signed to him to seat himself arm-chair, but he remained standing.
"What do you want of me, Dirk Peters?" I asked at length, as he seemed unable to make up his mind to speak.
"I want to tell you something-because it seems well that you should know it, and you only. In the crew-they must never know it."
"If it is a grave matter, and you fear any indiscretion, Dirk Peters, why do you speak to me?"
"If!-I must! Ah, yes! I must! It is impossible to keep it there! It weighs on me like a stone."
And Dirk Peters struck his breast violently.
Then he resumed:
"Yes! I am always afraid it may escape me during my sleep, and that someone will hear it, for I dream of it, and in dreaming-"
"You dream," I replied, "and of what ?"
"Of him, of him. Therefore it is that I sleep in corners, all alone, for fear that his true name should be discovered."
Then it struck me that the half-breed was perhaps about to respond to an inquiry which I had not yet made -why he had gone to live at the Falklands under the name of Hunt after leaving Illinois?
I put the question to him, and he replied,-
"It is not that; no, it is not that I wish-"
"I insist, Dirk Peters, and I desire to know in the first place for what reason you did not remain in America, for what reason you chose the Falklands-"
"For what reason, sir? Because I wanted to get near Pym, my poor Pym-beeause I hoped to find an opportunity at the Falklands of embarking on a whaling ship bound for the southern sea."
"But that name of Hunt?"
"I would not bear my own name any longer-on account of the affair of the Grampus."
The half-breed was alluding to the scene of the "short straw" (or lot-drawing) on board the American brig, when it was decided between Augustus Barnard, Arthur Pym, Dirk Peters, and Parker, the sailor, that one of the four should be sacrificed-as food for the three others. I remembered the obstinate resistance of Arthur Pym, and how it was impossible for him to refuse to take his the tragedy about to be performed-he says this himself-and the horrible act whose remembrance must poison the existence of all those who had survived it.